Jan. 8th, 2015

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This is a composite memory.

I remember all the times a romantic partner told me I was too much. Too sexual. Too romantic. Too loud. Too quiet. Too judging. Too easy going. Too spontaneous. Too controlled. Too far from the beat. Too scary.

For a long, long time, these just built up. Recovering took about 6 years. While I'm past most of them now, I still have echoes of the feelings of shame come up when I think about this.

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Akien MacIain

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