Mar. 20th, 2015

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I remember zoloft. I remember slowly sliding into depression for months before they prescribed it. And that first night, it was already inhibiting orgasm. But two weeks later… Suddenly the awful, constant shame and fear, was gone. It wasn't that I couldn't see the things that were of concern, it was that I wasn't buried under them anymore. It was like they'd all been moved over to the next hill, and that I could still see them, still be advised by them, but not caught in them. I had been dragged down by so much. And then, suddenly, zoloft took it away. That was an awesome day.

Zoloft and I eventually broke up. My sexual functioning was too important to me. I learned many valuable things tho.

This is a good memory.

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Akien MacIain

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